a really long weekend

This weekend feels rather long, because of certain things that are happening. somehow the tears managed to get past my emotional dams and i just cried. somethings gotta give, and i think i've really reached the end of myself, and really need to get back to who i am, what i can do, what i can't do. how to truly love my parents and not just merely pandering to their emotions. with my mum, with my dad. i still think getting a wii is a good idea keeps them active, keeps them thinking, and not being too bored. i have to define the boundaries, and to just know what i really can do, and what i should do.

how to truly love my parents... these few things keep getting back, but its inevitable. soon i'll be at university, and my dad should really get someone to help him, and my mum really needs to learn to let go of the family and do something productive, like learning how to use a handphone! and maybe my dad can somehow learn english after he retires...

Lord, do the work that You must in my family.

i pray for my brother to get his act together in life.

i pray for myself for the right attitude, that my brother is right, that the girl was a wrong decision by my parents,