18th dec morning

i run a little in my new shoes this morning, and i guess everything is ok. i'm a little tired but thats normal. i can't believe al gore was such a hardcore environmentalist. oh well. anyway, i'm in half a daze currently, thinking that no one is going to contact me if i don't contact them first, because i'm thinking that no one seriously bothers about me, just someone on the periphery of their lives, with the exception of maybe samantha, but thats different. sian. people just won't reply to me. sigh.

anyway, i thought of a scene about how i'm going to meet future love. like 2 geeks getting to know each other in the library from the same course, maybe usp? haha. so i can imagine it now, just for fun, that i'm browsing the library and i see this familiar girl from the usp sitting down mugging, and she's reading a book that i'm bound to know better than her, since i probably had bought the book so long ago. haha. so i'll approach her, and ask her about the book she's reading. and i'll take my seat and talk. haha. DREAM ON, DUDE. just for fun. hee. then i get to become her sorta reference for academic stuff, and things go on from there. i wonder if this is feasible. maybe, maybe not. but this thought experiment is really purely for fun. haha. meanwhile, i sit tight in these NS days and let it pass while i read my books and compose my writings...