change of heart

I've been thinking over things for a while, and I've decided that I'll need to change major to get on with the rest of my life...

One of the more important reason that led me to the decision was simply that: i lost the interest in had in chemistry. and again there are reasons, and of them being the realisation that NUS isn't the best place to do pure research in chemistry. perhaps i might have held on had there been some kind of interest in developing inorganic stuff, but that reason just fell away. another reason was simply that i couldn't stand the thought of doing similar stuff over and over again over the next few years. and i couldn't do environmental stuff either. after a while, a lot of these things just didn't matter anymore, and i thought best if i just switched major.

the other reason was that i caught sight of a scholarship by NLB to do library science. from there, i think i can do a whole bunch of things, i hope, and move on from there to do something else. maybe write software, learn to do advanced knowledge management, and from there, do something else. i dunno. but there's just this entire possibility that i can enter into, and i want to take it.

and from the looks of things now, it looks like sociology and geography, but then i know that these things probably won't matter as much as it seems now. so yeah.

been feeling really at peace, and giving me a lot of joy as i study the remaining chemistry papers. hee.