a little day out 28th april 2007

today i went out with a couple of people. and then there was the usual gossip, of the unpleasant experience we had with others... backstabbing. but we all keep it to ourselves, among a treasured few. and i'm like... i'm at the centre, i'm an immense node joining many clusters of nodes. i guess it reaffirms of what my life has been - being a central of node of many clusters. do i really keep things together? i really wonder. maybe i don't. but i feel i'm in a privileged position that few are in. i listen to people, people listen to me. i guess thats enough. arh well.. cool.