expectant monday 30th april 2007

its a rare monday that i am like this, at home.. haaarh... sweet home. yeah.

and this morning i woke up realising that i've had blessed friends almost everywhere i've gone to in me life. i've always been surrounded by people i can sincerely call pals, even in NS, even in camp, so here's something i can thank God for everytime.

last night i felt really lonely again, but excited as well. excited because i've had a new buzz of ideas, lonely, because there's no one for me to share the buzz with, not even with friends. because i'm trying to push the boundaries of my thoughts again, and thoughts isn't something easily transmittable by words... i guess its my own bloody fault for staying in one corner doing nearly undecipherable things. arh well. you win some, you lose some...