18th may 2007 ........

i have been running lots, something like 5km almost everyday. but the actual race is 16+++, so i wouldn't know how the real thing will be like...

had first cell with zhou qi today, and it was hard stuff already. arh well. sacrifice, just what do i have to sacrifice...? everything? that would just be begging the question. just what do i have to sacrifice exactly? i guess its really everything. arh well. when the time comes, i know. till then, just pray.

and what gift do i have? the gift of intellect? hahahahaha. its just kinda weird. because this is like the first time in my life that someone has said that what i have is a gift. arh well.

otherwise, the week has been mostly about throwing people. and learning not to be selfish. and asking people not to be selfish as well. which is pretty hard. arh well.

been influenced by kurt vonnegut's 'so it goes', with my 'arh well's... haha. alritey then.