27th february 2007 - a couple of things

right now, i am viewing a propaganda film made by the military, broadcast on tv, about the 3rd generation military. oh come on, please...

all of these may look good on tv, but who knows what will happen when reality strikes? hmm. i wonder what happens when electromagnetic weapons do become feasible...hmm... intelligent systems become just dead metal. besides, all of these are just what they are, propaganda, and so, only the good points will be shown, and the bad points shoved aside in order to show the public how polished the 3rd generation military is. thanks, for showing me how the military is improving to kill people.

ironically, the more intelligent the system, the more capable it is in making even greater catastrophic mistakes... could all these be just a form of envy manifest, that all because i'm stuck in a low-tech corner i make all these rants?

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meanwhile, its really that easy to fall. all it takes is really just a wrong topic, and everything can just go downhill from there. sigh. God forgive me. sigh. but more than everything else, i'm glad today. i'm glad that i took the first step to things in setting up the prayer meeting. and i must thank charles for being a spiritual anchor.

and some cool idea about illustrating the passages from the Bible, visualising the imageries, would be kinda cool, hee.

hmm.. it really is difficult. how low should a person go, in order to mix with the target audience, but not too low as to become like them? it is not easy to draw the line. in order to communicate with people, you have to find things and topics to relate to them, in order not to be alienated and scare the audience off. but then again, we are all humans; its too easy to make a mistake. i need wisdom and clarity of spirit...

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SOC was fine. at least the reflexes were still there, though i still had a little issue with the suicide gate. and a major issue with stamina. sigh. gotta do more running. sigh. haha.
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the period of bliss is ending. soon, it'll back to camp, and all the dull-dreariness will return again. how to make best use of time, how to continue enriching myself, sustaining myself, in spite of the culture and everything... that will be the main challenge, as i go onward...

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