after a highly depressing.....

here's an emo blog for once, i think, supposedly full of angst and related shit. then again, i'm not really an emo- kinda guy...

going through a harrowing phase in my life when you're faced by an unsupportive brother and a dependent father. aargh. then again, life is never a bed of roses. now, army life seems kinda tempting, especially in its isolation from the outside world. strangely. how weird. when you're out sometimes you wanna go back in again. every once in a while.

and then in the phase where i just wanna go into this shell and not come out. sigh. here and now is not a good place to be in.