the moments before booking in

its the moments before booking in where i would think about my parents. they worry more than i do about serving NS, and bring themselves to greater trouble than i do in making sure that i'm alright and comfortable. and yeah, sometimes i see myself so much closer to tears thinking about the love and the effort that they put in for me. oh well. NS's just like that. and soon, it'll be over. yeah! and the few thoughts that keep me going, for the friday, and for the time when i'll be free from the green and brown. and for every weekend that i spend near the cross... for my thoughts and words, for my friends. all of these... and especially my parents...