2nd december 2007 its a sunday and i get to slack!

haha.. its been a nice weekend, except for a disappointment or 2. dang.

oh well. i bought CNC3, BUT MY COM CAN'T PLAY IT. sucks. went to faog, and collected my books and felt more than awkward there, but was really very much refreshed by the worship and sermon there, and just brought me back to focus. 2 weeks without the Word is really... like starvation, and i felt myself just spiritually hungry again.

i find myself being an ill-disciplined slob at home. can't focus on my writing at home. don't know why. maybe because of zero hour and wanting to finish playing all the skirmish maps. maybe gaming is more of a problem than i realise for me. but really, it isn't my life. i want to write. i should get my butt out and seat in a nice cozy place wherever it might be.

so i'm reading about social problems from a christian perspective. which helps a lot in bringing my focus back.

i'm slowly drifting into that kind of mood where IT. JUST. DOESN'T. MATTER. AS. LONG. AS. YOU. KNOW. IT'S. RIGHT. but of course it has to be God-led.

talked to shaun koh and he has all these fun and exciting ideas... and i'm just... there... helping him. haha. if he sets up a company i'm going to buy shares in it. haha.

really feeling weird and a little bit surreal being at home. need to get out more. maybe buy a new com for that matter! haha.

meeting people, giving them the tags with their name on it to various friends. so many people, so little time. arh well.

think i'll be getting back to writing - especially about the difference between big churches and small churches. having a theme always helps getting back into focus. and if i can be done by x'mas, all the more fitting for TOC - (online mag i contribute to every now and then). hee. then i'll ask people - what makes them tick? - . but thats all for the future, and hopefully i'll get to writing them. if. i. remain. interested. enough. ...