16th december 2007 many things a-swirling in me head

first of all, i'm kinda messed up. like my priorities... which sucks. some family stuff and that shtupid super continent of a pancake which somehow always gets bigger. and... not much else. there is really a lot going on... like the same old feelings of feeling trapped at home, but outside with wings still unable to fly. with my co-conspirator still away on holiday, and well... its just not nice when the partner is unavailable...

and with all these things, i'm temporarily done with girls...

and arrh! its so sad.... the only mac laptop that can play cnc3 costs 3000! aaargh! so sad...

dear God, my family is in Your hands. i trust in You.

looking ever more to the new year. get that pancake thing over and done with, go to uni, study hard... do whatever i'm supposed to do... somehow get married (hah!)...

not really sure if there's anything else... i guess thats all for now... the world, wait for Eddie! muahahahahaha!