the pain of knowing 14 jan 2007

today i did a cheap trick... arh well.

anyway, celebrated dad's birthday today and had a nice walk at kallang riverside, eating mushroom pot at the indoor stadium. and suddenly this feeling of loneliness just hits me and i'm caught by surprise at its strength.

i check myself for a mental contact list and see who i can call, and the search comes up - zip - . there's no one i can call without being a nuisance, and it really kinda reflects upon the sorry state of affairs in my life.

knowing so much is such a bitch sometimes, and now i become a know-it-all jackass, a lonely jackass. arh well..

arh well at least in God there is no loneliness....