christmas eve... 2004

sigh..

lonely night...

i'm not really sure if i had been productive today. just did the usual-what i have to do. anyway... its almost christmas and i'm by myself really.. i think i'm going to sleep.. blargh....

should have gone to orchard to do countdown... or try to tag some friends along. oops.. danny away at chalet.. wonder how is he doing...

i am lonely again... at a time when people would be together... sigh...

nah... all this 'loneliness' crap is making me seek. i am not like that. i've been like that for quite sometime anyway. having people around sometimes cramps my style. but not all the time. so... celebrations not a big deal. its been with myself... having some quiet time, thinking about God... thinking about many many stuff.. thats me... sitting by the window, letting the wind blow past my face...

thats me, with the pen, writing on a book by a desk lamp... thats me...listening to a cd!! worshipping...

i'm really fine by myself.. thats the truth... but sometimes..... its nice to be with people...

sigh......
merry christmas.>!!