reverie and revelry

the two words are sorta opposites... reverie- refers to daydreaming... revelry-refers to happiness.. haha.. looked up the two words so.. reader.. dun get mixed up!!!

today was sorta anti-climatic.

attachment was sorta boring.. read up a lot of stuff about electronics.. about some schottky-barrier thingy.. was kinda fun and interesting, in my own way.. but.. then.. my partner didn't know a lot.. had to help him out somewhat..

anyway.. i watched a movie alone.. Taxi-the american version.... compared with the french original.. hmm.... they both had their own merits.. and i think i am liking the idea of watching movies alone.. its what happens after the movie that matters to me.. i think i can now see the benefits of loneliness or, as someone would put it 'single-ness'.....

i was on the bus on the ride home, seated and comfortable, looking into my own reflection in the window... and the first thought that came to me was...:

i'm looking at myself in the mirror
the image reflecting off the retina

inside which another mirror lies
in the eye of my eye

i see myself and myself once more

and i was thinking and thinking.. thinking of words and phrases to make a song, thinking of the tune and rhythm and beat and emotions...

and then... another thot comes and breaks my song-minding..
it was like that...

I PUT ALL MY BURDENS UNTO YOU, LORD
and NOTHING ELSE MATTERS
NOT EVEN HER, HER or ANYONE ELSE.
BECAUSE YOU ARE MY STRENGTH AND POWER
MY FAITH AND HOPE

AND I PUT EVERY THING, BIG and SMALL UNTO YOU
AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS. NOTHING BUT YOU LORD....

how i thought of that, i dunno.. it just came, just as everything else did...

maybe its because of the adrenaline from watching the movie, how i came out walking with so much focus the crowd parts, with the focus about the road ahead yet aware of everything........

i do have a gifted mind.... a strange gift ummeasurable and powerful but i have to FOCUS. and i know what to focus on... HIM...

bless ya'll