16th march 05

this is sounding more and more like a diary.. haha.. with the dates as titles.. aww man.. aiyah.. just couldn't think of a title anyway, so just use the date lor...

anyway, there was a camp on mon and tuesday for track and i went there, and i think a lot of us had a lot of fun together. so, yar, it was nice.. haha... and then there's me becoming some funny guy.. i dunno.. but its alright.. i dun really mind becoming the target of jokes. its ok.. haha..

but there was some other thing that happened. i met up with a girl for some coffee and to study. and she was asking me this chem question. so she had come close to me, beside my seat. so she bent down a little and her face was just next to mine. it came to my attention that if i just turned my face a little, i could have just gave her a little peck on her cheek right there and then. yup.. a little kiss....... but nah... it wasn't the right time, nor was it the right place. besides, i dunno the girl well yet, so i better not do anything stupid. for example, tell her i like her.. my heart was just pounding so hard in my chest... but surprisingly for me, i could still be calm and still outside.. i could still study a little but most of the time, i was looking at the chemistry stuff she was working on. and i was about to become stupid and ask her: 'can i kiss you?'.... no way.. i was so, so restrained... i can't believe my self.......

but after all, i would like to thank God that i didn't do anything stupid and spoil this potentially wonderful friendship... haha...... nah.. its not rite that i say her name and spoil everything.. haha...