wassup with today?

man.. i suck a lot.. i'm not as strong as i thought i would be... gotta lot to catch up on with my physique.. sigh...gym made me quads fatigue with lactic... i never liked gym training... i prefer just running on the track... but now that i've committed myself to track, i had better go through with everything... so.. i almost had cramps as i did the striding. couldn't go down to a minimum level otherwise would have buckled and collapse. "i'm just weak".... gotta be stronger...