11th day of school 09/10

It's been 3 months since the previous acad year started, and I realised that already, I've given my heart away to people and not probably be getting anything back.

I guess thats the notion of 'unconditional love' operating, but that is so damn hard! Now I know why people talk about drawing from God, because if you don't, its all to easy to become bitter, frustrated, and disappointed with people, because through all these giving, expectations are created, and... life becomes messy...

'Just give lorh' - is not an easy thing to live by.

Also want to say a few things though. Lord, I realise that I need You, more than I've ever realised. I claim the words in 2 Corinthians 12:9 - But He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness."...

Last night, in a rush to catch up with the printings from tourism, I took away time for QT. Not the best thing to do.

I thank You for the bright mornings, the clear skies, the rain during the previous night. I thank You for friends, and I pray for lasting friendships. Father, continue to soften my heart, and to commit my relationships into Your hands. I place my friends' relationships into Your hands as well - bless them, and pray that Your destiny for them might not be thwarted by the evil one.

I commit the rest of today into Your loving hands. May Your glory be served, not mine. In all these I pray, in Jesus' most holy name. Amen.