at night....

a couple of things for me to reflect about today... if i wasn't wanting the N97, my sister wouldn't have asked from Nokia a trial version... and if I wasn't wanting it badly, I wouldn't be at bukit batok, and i wouldn't have met a friend to talk about problems... if I woke up on sunday, i wouldn't have thought that my life would go through such turnings. but it did. God has His ways.

Talking about life's issues, i feel, always so insufficient, in not being completely able to minister to friends around me. there was actually very little i could do in answering the friend's need to find peace with God. and so i shared what i went through, very naturally. i shared about my own anger with God, and how I'm trying to find the peace. not exactly the same thing, but still... God knows I tried, and I pray that the words I spoke to my friend where the words that God needed to speak to her about. Funny. In that moment the Bible verses felt inadequate. Or I wasn't thinking of the 'right ones'.

So Lord, i need more of Your Spirit. help me minister to people...